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As It Surfaces to Meet Me

by Sargasso

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1.
Gloria 02:05
Doesn’t it make you wonder why? Watching all those bodies float up into the sky Dancing around like dragonflies Touching everything except for you Doesn’t it make you feel so sad? Packing all your things into a brown paper bag Leaving California with your heart in two Gloria your lights still shining through Everybody falls on hard times, no need to remind Everybody knows that fine line, no excuses needed Nobody knows, nobody knows Gloria I’ll meet you down the road
2.
Good Graces 04:19
When the ball dropped I was in the air On a flight back to New York Though the moment escaped me I still got the vertigo You never see it coming Never feel it till it knocks you out Isn't it so easy to say The signs all pointed one way But am I deluded in thinking Things could've gone different Retracing a year so concise and so clear We were slow to begin but I didn't want it to end at all 
 So are we dealing in honesty Or hiding behind old habits? Losing sight of the line between Our privacy and our secrets I've been changing Faster than I can say With only your good graces To light the way 
 Let's complete the dialogue No matter where it leads Every word you say is sacred As it surfaces to meet me From somewhere far away Casting shadows, saving face 
 So are we dealing in honesty Or hiding behind old habits? Losing sight of the line between Our privacy and our secrets I've been changing Faster than I can say With only your good graces To light the way
3.
Bis 02:24
I love it when you break character And cast a smile from far behind The shoulders of a dozen kinds Cursing at monogamy The dramatic irony I love it when you break character I love it when you break character The silence in between, so still Comes slipping through the cracks until You know I know how much it shows Delicious laughter overflows I love it when you break character I love it when you break character For me It keeps me coming back to you Though I can tell you'll break me too I love it when you break character I love it when you break character I love it when you break character For me
4.
Cherry blossom leaves are falling It’s been weeks since I last saw you It’s felt like one long day What has survived the winter? Oh I wish I knew the answer Or even the right thing to say Beneath the pink parade You speak to me so slowly Disclosing worlds unseen And uninhabited If you were better at saying what you mean Or if I was more patient If all the songs were true These leaves are so immediate Speaking for themselves We struggle We need each other’s help
5.
Without reserve I like you Knowing it might hurt I want you Half your face smiling at me Sizing me up, what this could be Without reserve I like you Knowing it might hurt I want you Half your face smiling at me Sizing me up, what this could be In these moments I would tell you anything Your hair upon the pillow Oh these simple these precious things Without reserve I like you Knowing it might hurt I want you Half your face smiling at me Sizing me up What this could be
6.
D-0 01:08
7.
Storm 04:59
Lie with me silently For a morning or a century Everybody else has gone away Where the lullwater runs aground In the shadow of a thundercloud Close your eyes and align north-south Listen to the wind blow a welcome song Oh I’ve been alone so long Everybody else has done me wrong Now I don’t trust anyone (I just thought you’d be calling back about now, somehow) I came up empty every time I tried To call out from under the spotlight Now there’s nothing left for me to hide I am empty empty empty empty Spend most of every waking day waiting for the phone to ring You said something that you didn’t mean When you told me you would always be there for me And you said you’d be calling back about now, somehow And you would speak to me quietly With your voice like the falling leaves Like waking from the longest dream And you would ride on the whistling wind Blow down the door, let me in But when I heard that voice again it said it said it said I came up empty every time I tried To call out from under the spotlight Now there’s nothing left for me to hide I am empty empty empty empty Spend most of every waking day waiting for the phone to ring You turned trust into a violent thing When you told me you would always be there for me I just thought you’d be calling back about now, somehow I just thought you’d be calling back about now
8.
In the Dark 03:50
Caving in Sit back and let the record spin Sit back and let refractions glimmer Over everything I’m calling out In all my open fear and doubt Sit back and let the lights grow dimmer In and out of time Oh and was it a lie? Needing days alone Needing nights apart No one gets to know No one gets to see What we do in the dark What we lose to each other If you’re so sure this is what you wanted This is all you want and nothing more If you’re so sure keep me on the need to Keep me on the need to know Hard to realize that everything we do Do you realize that everything we do We’re doing for ourselves How do you know when You’re at the beginning or the end? In every direction infinity mirror Where do you go when You feel the vibrations in your skin And you know one thing so clearly? Hard to realize that everything we lose Do you realize that everything we lose We’re losing for all time
9.
Time (Boxes) 04:12
Hold me your own Hold me your own (time) Hold me your own Hold me your own (time) Call me again Call me a name Hold me your own Hold me your own (time) Hold me your own Hold me your own (time) Hold me your own Hold me your own (time) (Do something that you want to) Call me again Call me a name Hold me your own Hold me your own (time) I've been leaving everyone Hoping to come back Calendars and boxes Never to come back
10.
She found the nail polish in a parking lot Under pool lights we sat painting Driving the streets of his old home We were smoothie sipping in a nighttime gas station Moments that I will forget make me feel infinite Make me feel infinite Bowls of midnight cereal Spending hours eating pasta on the floor As I leave I hear drowsy good mornings Like a chorus from behind closed doors Moments that I will forget make me feel infinite Make me feel infinite Moments that I will forget make me feel infinite Make me feel infinite With our feet on the asphalt we knew the end was about to come Oh the things you can’t ask for, how could you ask for, after it's done Moments that I will forget make me feel infinite Make me feel infinite Moments that I will forget make me feel infinite Make me feel infinite Moments that I will forget make me feel infinite Make me feel infinite Moments that I will forget make me feel infinite Make me feel

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Pay what you can. Proceeds go to the Texas Equal Access Fund, an organization fighting for reproductive justice, and providing personal and financial support for Texans seeking reproductive healthcare. teafund.org

Cassettes from Citrus City Records, with 2 bonus tracks
citruscityrecords.bandcamp.com/album/as-it-surfaces-to-meet-me

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released September 24, 2021

Written, recorded, and produced by Sargasso
Mixed by Noah Goodman and Sargasso
Mastered by Rebecca Huston
Cover art by Soledad Tejada and Sargasso

Sargasso is:
Maria Campos Saadi
Noah Goodman
Thomas Hagen
Soledad Tejada

Special thanks to Nora Brown, Rebecca Huston, Rachel Dretzin and Barak Goodman, Clare Miflin and Carlos Tejada, Joanna Merlin, Drew Taurisano, Noah Silvestry, Jam Eater Records, the Watts/Watkins, Juliette Neil, Henry Nye, Finn Clark, Duda Santana, Olga Saadi, and Emily Yue.

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