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Further Away

by Sargasso

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1.
Emily 04:06
Emily it’s not you But it might be the lengths that you drive me to I’ve been trying to read your mind Trying to read your mind But clarity’s been hard to find Since I started circling this rotary You’ve been trying to set me free Trying to set me free Delight, delight, delight, delight, delight In your light I am ascending Deny, deny, deny, deny, deny On your light I am depending But it’s not my honor you’re defending It’s not my honor you’re defending Emily, it’s not you But it might be those teeth that you’re lying through I’m sick of trying to read your mind Trying to read your mind Delight, delight, delight, delight, delight In your light I am ascending Deny, deny, deny, deny, deny On your light I am depending But it’s not my honor you’re defending It’s not my honor you’re defending
2.
If only the miles were fewer Then that would be today’s excuse for me to see you But baby just talk to me Whatever the mood that threw you Whatever silly things your mind’s been telling to you Pour it all onto me Baby just talk to me Just follow the flow of the conversation Diving deep into this agitation Feel the saltwater on your skin Feel it healing from within In no time this will feel Like a teardrop in the ocean I’m rising to the occasion Your silences have built a reputation Baby just talk to me Just follow the flow of the conversation Diving deep into this agitation Feel the saltwater on your skin Feel it healing from within In no time this will feel Like a teardrop in the ocean
3.
Walking around carving a witty future diss To cut you down to make you flinch Suffer lightly for the wrong you did You never felt much pain, much grief A kindness of the way you chose to understand things Indifference like a pebble in your chest That kept you from any honest happiness Even if love was falling through the cracks I didn’t give my all but you didn’t give it back The minute you were bare You laughed and changed the mood Didn’t know the words to tell the truth It hurt me in a way nothing else could do The absence of the respect i gave you Indifference like a pebble in your chest That kept you from any honest happiness Even if love was falling through the cracks I didn’t give my all but you didn’t give it back So we came away even and bruised Nursing different wounds, we were always bound to lose What was each of us trying to prove Indifference like a pebble in your chest That kept you from any honest happiness Even if love was falling through the cracks I didn’t give my all but you didn’t give it back
4.
We met on the first day in August An unfurnished apartment we were to share You smiled up from the floor I just shut the door and left you there I saw it clearly nobody near me A month alone on the shoreline A suffering I could stand if it was part of some grand design I wish it were all So easy Solid as the ground beneath me Oh you never knew how to reach me We took our lunch on the deck Watched the seagulls circle and dive into the bay Your camera around your neck You would hold your breath and wait and wait With every call from home I felt more alone drifting further away With every day that passed I just wish you’d asked I wish you’d thought to say Roadrunner Slow down enjoy the summer All we need is each other I see you Fading into the rearview Oh I never knew how to reach you Walked out the door at one in the morning The sun still setting the spit so quiet Aboard our bikes we whooped and hollered Losing every word to the windy night Though I didn’t know it I needed a home And you carved one for me out of driftwood Though I didn’t know it I needed a friend And you were just doing the best you could So easy Solid as the ground beneath me Now you know how to reach me I’ll repeat it Until the next time I see you Until I know how to reach you
5.
Some days there sit in dust Some days there's two of us Some days we're waiting up For want of sleeping Sleep until the sun comes out Sleep until I can do without Sleep until I forget about it And in my anxiety I stop listening And in your anxiety you stop listening And am I fallacy I stop listening
6.
Crossed the ocean at twenty five Brave enough to be alive Pickup truck countrysides Roadside nights highway drive-bys Born of being new in places Open heart, no erasers Looking forward looking back Soft rubber tire tracks Life is short so go wherever you please Life is hard so hold your love tightly It’s a balancing act When to go, when to come back Traces left on the dining table Talking when we’re able Folded picture in my wallet Shut the door and lock it Holes in my logic aren’t mistakes They’re allowances I calculate For the life I choose to make myself For the risks I will take Life is short so go wherever you please Life is hard so hold your love tightly It’s a balancing act When to go when to come back It’s a balancing act When to go when to come back
7.
Lines 03:16
Reading the lines Etched in your palm Plotting the path of the stars Pinned to your bedroom wall I too choose to believe In things that I’ve never seen Dim fading dreams and The lies we tell ourselves And the lies we tell each other The world is wider than the path is straight Lines in the road Cast no shadow How am I supposed to know What am I meant to follow? I want to be where you are Even when it doesn’t make sense Even if it means accepting all The lies we tell ourselves And the lies we tell each other Whatever gets you through the day All the lies we tell ourselves To stay close to one another I don’t know if there’s any other way
8.
Ashes 02:58
The ashes Accumulating on my mattress As the weeks keep coming about I'm burning out I'm burning out Holding it steady for my mother On the other side of the line I'm doing fine I'm doing fine Stirring the embers come December I'll be back to the heat of life I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm still alive Sometimes that rubs me the wrong way Sometimes it gets out a spark My body shivers as her loving touch Conducts me away from it all Ready to fall Ready to fall But even pleasure suddenly feels guilty Stolen from whoever I was And that's just because That's just because Cause I'm burning out I’m burning out I’m burning out I’m burning out I’m lighting up I’m keeping cool I’ve had enough I’m coming down I’m caving in I’m crawling out Under my skin Holding my breath Blowing off steam Trying my best Not to be seen I’m burning out I’m lighting up I’ve had enough I’ve had enough
9.
Embers 01:24
10.
If I Could 03:18
If I could Tell you the truth I would tell you everything you wanted to know If I could Tell you the truth I would do it Nice and slow But I’m lying to myself To the concrete diamonds of your eyes That fill my lips with rubies Glitter and lies Glitter and lies On this busy street corner A million nights Red and white pass us by Why would I try? If I could Tell you the truth I would tell you everything you wanted to know If I could Tell you the truth I would do it Nice and slow But I’m staying up too late Waiting for the sun Fingers to your face Tracing grooves until you're gone Bathroom tiled mornings after Like every sublime disaster Why would I end it faster? If I could Tell you the truth I would tell you everything you wanted to know If I could Tell you the truth I would do it Nice and slow
11.
Sun So Low 02:59
Sun so low in the sky I’ve been trying to let beauty just be Wait for it patiently If anybody asks They can find me standing still and silent By the ballfields in the evening Each moment is another chance To be turned into something new But each moment passes and I stay static I don’t know how to break through Through the crowd of the voices lewd and loud I hold out for reply from the Sun so low in the sky Day is ending I'm still right here where you left me With a statue’s frozen smile
12.
Beauty is free Beauty is free My greatest fear Is not to feel the rain My greatest fear Is not to hear the sound of you saying Beauty is free Beauty is free Por não saber Ver tudo o que esta por vir Espero poder Decidir Beauty is free Beauty is free
13.
Narrows 04:16

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released August 11, 2023

Sargasso is Maria Campos Saadi, Noah Goodman, Thomas Hagen and Soledad Tejada

Written and performed by Sargasso
Recorded by Alex Harwood and Sargasso in NYC and Hillsdale, NY
Mixed by Scoops Dardaris in Philadelphia, PA and Syracuse, NY
Mastered by Heather Jones in Philadelphia, PA

Album art and cassette layout by Soledad Tejada
Cassette cover painting by Lena Christakis

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